i just discovered a really fascinating fact about my body today...my body can somehow achieve the same status as when a person is asleep..meaning the body slows down, body temperature goes down, heart beat decreases and some other stuff....but this was only after having to endure a challenging day...

ok,ok...i know i said i'll update my blog but i did nothing for raya!!!!except going to her house on the FIRST DAY!!!!god...most likely her family must think i'm getting "too comfortable".....i blame it entirely on Hajar and Brahim!!!!i knew i shouldn't had gone....oh well..what's done is done..make sure you know the lesson behind every incident....pu3 looks good in a kebaya..hmm, i won't say good...i'd have to say GORGEOUS!!!!(wish i had a camera then..) yeah,raya spent as always...eating while playing the ps2...haha i'm sure you would want this right adri??by the way, you did my dad's mail right??well atleast you'll be able to plan you journey ahead....man, i can't wait to see you!!!!(10 bucks says that you've gain some weight..hehe) YEAH!!!!next tuesday is the LAST day for my industrial training!!!thank god nothing bad(really bad) has happen....i'm just grateful that it all went by so fast...too fast i think.....OHH SHIIT!!!now i have to do the report(something that i have never liked doing)....they want 10k words or more...damn...this is going to be long....

well...i guess i don't have much to say except selamat hari raya to everyone...i apologize for all that i have done wether they were intentional or not...and i forgive to all of you...no hard feelings ok?

oh ya i'll be home in BU all day...so feel free to drop by for those who will be "raya"ing in KL....

hon?? u wanna go out tomorrow???

what up y'all??it's been awhile hasn't it??yeah,yeah i know..it's my bad but atleast for a week i'll blogging coz i'm back home!!!hooo boy....it feels like i haven't been home for years when it's only been like...1 and half months.....ok honestly..i forgot but it's more than a month!! that's all i remember...actually the only reason i miss home is that at home there's always food!!!and i mean always...my mom always makes sure of that..guess i can't wait for fasting to end..then all hell breaks loose again...i thank god i have a high metabolic rate..i get to pig out and still remain a skinny-ass punk...but it wont last long(you don't have to tell me this,ok adri!!!i know it already)....and apart from the food, i get to play the PS2 AND eat at the same time...of course i have sneak the goodies upstairs coz if my mom finds out....i'm a dead man!!!

ok end of negetive thoughts only and now for other stuffs....emmm...other stuffs ok??!!! raya is coming up...i got a new pair of baju melayu and songkok....finally!!i cant remember the last time i bought my baju melayu and i think the last time i wore a songkok was back in form 3....man, it's been awhile....oh well, something fresh is always pleasent...

*long sigh*(very long sigh).....i miss her....i really miss her...badly....i can't stop thinking of her all the time....it's painful to be apart....oh well all i can do now is be patient...and pray really hard that i can get to see her soon.....very soon!!!! imediately if possible....i guess if i had a wish list, the first thing would be............(still thinking).......pu3 of course!!!! followed by GUNDAMS!!!!! and a scholarship to study in Japan....hahaha that last one is something i have to bust my ass for!!!....

let's see....ha!!! since Raya is coming up...this will be the first ever Raya with her...hmmm...this should be fun....i think..to think of me showing up at her house,trying to look good but there's her dad staring at me....it gives me the shivers all the time...ALL THE TIME.....atleast im good at hiding it....for her that is...

yes the third sequel you've all been waiting for!!!!(i know,i know..everyone's saying yeah right!)....but good news is that this is the final episode!!! yes, enough of all this negetivee nonsense!!! it's about time i start thinking about positive stuff....but first...let's end this shall we?? hmmm....i guess i REALLY AM GONNA REPEAT MY PRACTICAL TRAINING!!!!! why you ask?? hmmm.. let's see...the lecturers came the other day, to evaluate me..of course they asked my supervisor...and from what i saw on the evaluation sheet.....well let's just say it wasn't pleasent!!! HAH!!! that supervisor of mine does nothing but play Yahoo! Chess....he just sits in front of the PC and does that EVERY SINGLE BLOODY DAY!!!! and the fact that he always and i mean ALWAYS tries to find the fault in me!!! damn that guy!!! what else that was on my "this sucks" list???emmmm.....ok i think i'm out....well actually i don't know what to talk about....OHH!!! this can be counted as "this sucks" too!!!! hahahaha.....(yes,it's pathetic...i know)..... ok i think this is the end...but i can't say the title wont show up in the future...

im still not done yet!!!!! damn these cybercafes!!! wait a sec..it's not they're fault they have to close at 12...it's the damn COPS!!!! damn them!!!

i've been getting this strange feeling that keeps on telling me that...IM GONNA REPEAT MY INDUSTRIAL TRAINING!!!! ......let's just say i've dug up a hole..and i have put in not just one foot but my whole body in it....it's that bad.......only a miracle can save me now....damn it!!!

i'm still playing games...so far....i will stop ok??!!!  but not until i play DMC3, MGS3, FFXII and Kingdom Hearts 2....emmm anything else??? adif!! what other games i should play??? .....hmmm that means i'l be stopping next year HAHA!!! oh that reminds me...i haven't bought a Gundam model for a while now....i guess i'l buy 1 next year....nahhh...i'l buy a few!!!HHAHHAHAAA..........

hmmm.....some people say that you'll feel a lot better if you let it out...... but i beg to differ...just ain't working for me....this is a saying i got from somewhere, usually those happy-go-lucky person are the ones who keep a lot to them selves...hiding emotions underneath a cheerful face......so far i can only think of problems....then i question myself....are the problems for real or am i making them up??? so many problems but there just seems to be no solution to any of them...or maybe i'm not looking at it from another point of view..................................argh...i'l try and solve it one at a time..slowly...and don't worry about me pu3...i'l be ok............i think..more like i hope so!!!

oh...i'l try to update this blog as often as i can ok adri?? i know i should but there's just SOMETHING that gets in the way.....i'm not making this up!!! alright so i'm making an excuse...i'm a lazy-ass....you know that....by the way...how's thing there??? i bet you break fast really early huh??? lucky you....oh well i had a taste of it back in Korea....

wait a sec!!! i wonder if it's the whole fasting thing....i mean i always munch on something....and i mean always...i like to eat...and thank god i got a high metabolic rate...haha food just disappers...fasting is good but....oh well it's only for a month...shouldn't be THAT bad....

i'll stop for now....but i can assure you that there will a part 3 and onwards.... 

i dont know what to write so i'm just gonna blab about nothing and everthing all at once......i've been feeling shitty this past few days....dont know why...but just do.....ok im just fucking pissed off because i was about to press the publish button when all of the damn second...a fucking power failure!!!! i wrote so much but didnt get to publish it!!!

(i'l start again...ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!)

today's my birthday...wow 20 years already??hmmm...death is looming closer....hahahaha...well that was a depressing thing to say on a guy's birthday....

so far the best and most meaningful thing in my life WAS(i repeat WAS,past tense here...) games..my PS2 and the like....but that all changed...i found something far better than it all...i found her...now she means everything to me...now she is the best and most meaningful being in my life!!

she has made this guy's birthday by far the best a guy could possibly ask for...i can't thank you enough....i am speechless....no words can even come close to describe the mixed emotions which are just building up inside me....happy,thrilled,tears building,being noticed for once.......i just cant....im so...so...........HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! 

2 days ago it started raining just like any another day here in ipoh...(and again i didnt my jacket!!!)...ok so it was raining....then the wind starting blowing really hard...i mean really really hard...more towards freakishly hard(being in a city and all...) then i noticed that i wasn't normal rain!!! it was a freaking hail storm!!!! but i wasn't too bad...it just the saiz of....hmmm the end of your pinky?? well i dont know how to describe but it was real that all i can say....and as a result of the storm...several trees almost got uprooted(ok so it wasnt entirely uprooted!!!the body broke off before i got fully uprooted ok!!) and damaging houses and electrical lines....few areas were out of power for several hours....

and that concludes this edition of the weather report....join me next time, same time, same channel....im MR. R signing off for SIN TV!!!